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scriveyner) wrote2014-08-14 04:51 pm
scriveyner) wrote2014-08-14 04:51 pm
Samurai Flamenco - never say [Gotoyoshi]
Title: never say
Fandom: Samurai Flamenco
Characters/Pairing: Gotou/Masayoshi
Rating: M
Length: 319
Summary: How could he even feel such doubt, in the face of such devotion.
Kissing was still a new and novel experience. So were hands down pants, bumping, grinding, pressing - being on the bed, forced down under Gotou’s weight, legs spread wide by the breadth of his hips, body humming under his hands. It was practically implausible how well these things went - Masayoshi occasionally wondered in the far part of his mind that was easier to dismiss in the waking hours if this was just a continuation - if he had wanted this so much that Gotou was swept along with the tide of fate.
But it couldn’t be that - all the things he had willed into existing, they were all events, not people. He didn’t personally wish for anyone to get hurt, he didn’t will people’s personalities to change or go against who they were to begin with.
And this was Gotou; his eyes locked with Masayoshi’s, mouth open above his own, not quite kissing but still sharing a breath, his cock (oh god, his cock) deep inside, hips still only a moment as they stared at each other, stunned by the intimacy of their connection.
Despite all of this, every second Masayoshi was scared that Gotou would wake up, that he would snap out of whatever daze he was in and recognize that he was silly to have fallen in love with Masayoshi; that he hadn’t meant any of it, that no, no this was all just going along with the ride because Masayoshi wanted him here in the first place.
He couldn’t breathe for the fear of this, sometimes - but here Gotou was, kissing him, holding him - loving him, not an ounce of hesitation, nothing but open adoration on his face.
How could he even feel this doubt, in the face of such devotion?
Fandom: Samurai Flamenco
Characters/Pairing: Gotou/Masayoshi
Rating: M
Length: 319
Summary: How could he even feel such doubt, in the face of such devotion.
Kissing was still a new and novel experience. So were hands down pants, bumping, grinding, pressing - being on the bed, forced down under Gotou’s weight, legs spread wide by the breadth of his hips, body humming under his hands. It was practically implausible how well these things went - Masayoshi occasionally wondered in the far part of his mind that was easier to dismiss in the waking hours if this was just a continuation - if he had wanted this so much that Gotou was swept along with the tide of fate.
But it couldn’t be that - all the things he had willed into existing, they were all events, not people. He didn’t personally wish for anyone to get hurt, he didn’t will people’s personalities to change or go against who they were to begin with.
And this was Gotou; his eyes locked with Masayoshi’s, mouth open above his own, not quite kissing but still sharing a breath, his cock (oh god, his cock) deep inside, hips still only a moment as they stared at each other, stunned by the intimacy of their connection.
Despite all of this, every second Masayoshi was scared that Gotou would wake up, that he would snap out of whatever daze he was in and recognize that he was silly to have fallen in love with Masayoshi; that he hadn’t meant any of it, that no, no this was all just going along with the ride because Masayoshi wanted him here in the first place.
He couldn’t breathe for the fear of this, sometimes - but here Gotou was, kissing him, holding him - loving him, not an ounce of hesitation, nothing but open adoration on his face.
How could he even feel this doubt, in the face of such devotion?